Dear Charlie,

Don’t tell your brothers, but I’m a much better mommy now than I was when they were your age. Maybe it’s because I know deep down you’re my last baby (and just typing that almost made me cry) or maybe it’s because I had you in my late twenties? It could be because I've done all this twice before and I know what to expect-whatever the case- I’m more patient, more involved, more loving and more in tune this time around. We have this connection that no other two people share and when I look into your beautiful and serious blue eyes, I can see I mean the world to you. That I am your world. I hope you can see that when you look into mine.